I've been playing No Surprises on repeat for days.
For those unaware, it's a Radiohead song from the album OK Computer. It features a glockenspiel and cryptic lyrics. People have different theories about its meaning. Is it about suicide? A boring life? Comfort? The meaning isn't clear. Regardless, the sound and the haunting vocals make it a go-to when I need a song that makes me think about life.
What are we yearning for? Are we trying to survive? Do we fill our houses up with stuff to make us feel better? Is that the entire point of existence? Should we look for peace all the time? Is excitement and tension worth chasing?
We run in circles attempting to find meaning in life. We all have our reasons and logic when it comes to finding a deeper meaning in existence. Just like finding the deeper message behind the song, we all have to come to terms with what we find to be fulfilling in life.
My thought process these days is attempting to find balance in it all. Nothing will always be peaceful, and there will never be "no surprises". We also shouldn't be striving for peace constantly. Instead, we should appreciate those times when we don't have to deal with surprises, and allow that peace to hold us over.